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A Journey of Resilience: Navigating Motherhood with Multiple Sclerosis
Hello There!
Welcome.
Truly, welcome.
I’m so glad you’re here.
This little corner of the internet is my sanctuary – a place where I can be honest, raw, and vulnerable.
It’s a space where I can share the messy, beautiful, and often chaotic reality of being a stay-at-home mom with chronic illness navigating the complexities Multiple Sclerosis.
If you’re anything like me, you might be feeling a little lost, actually A LOT lost…
Maybe you, like me, were once a successful career woman. Do you remember those days?
Thriving in your field, revered for your accomplishments….
And now….
You may have, like me, willingly stepped away from that world to embrace the role of full-time mother, only to discover that the reality of this life is far more demanding, more isolating, and more emotionally draining than you ever imagined.
The “perfect” stay at home mother, who makes the pinterest meals and keeps her home spotless, who ALWAYS has their shit together….
THEY DON’T EXSIST!
Let me tell you, the tears come often, and come furiously.
Sometimes, when I’m overwhelmed by the constant demands of motherhood, the debilitating fatigue that seeps into my bones from my Multiple Sclerosis symptoms, the weight of navigating the joys and challenges of a stay at home mom,
I find myself longing for the life I left behind. The life where I felt valued, respected, and in control.
I remember the day I put in my resignation. I remember the bittersweet mix of excitement and extrmem fear.
Excitement for the prospect of spending more time with my four kids, homeschooling, yet the fear of the unknown.
I didn’t anticipate the profound sense of loss, the feeling of losing myself in the process of becoming a full-time mother. I didn’t understand the toll it would take on my mental, physical, and emotional well-being.
This blog is my attempt to bridge the gap between the pain, the grief, the joy, and the sheer exhaustion that comes with this life.
It’s a place to share my honest reflections, to offer a glimpse into the messy reality of motherhood, and to connect with other women who understand the unique challenges that one we- the chronically ill, stay at home mothers face.
If you’re looking for a space where authenticity and vulnerability are celebrated, where you can feel seen and heard, then I invite you to join me.
Let’s stop living in isolation and lock arms. It time to do this together!
Here, you’ll find:
- Honest accounts of my journey: From navigating the complexities of a blended family to managing the symptoms of MS, I’ll share the good, the bad, and the ugly.
- Practical tips and strategies: I’ll share the coping mechanisms, self-care practices, and organizational tips that have helped me navigate this challenging phase of life.
- A community of support: I believe in the power of connection. I hope this blog will become a space where we can support each other, share our stories, and find strength in our shared experiences.
This is a journey, and I’m still learning and growing every day.
I’m not an expert, just a fellow traveler navigating the twists and turns of motherhood, chronic illness, and blended family life.
Meet Merrilee!
As a mother of four and a woman living with Multiple Sclerosis, I’ve learned the power of resilience and the importance of finding joy in the everyday.
I’m passionate about sharing my experiences and empowering other women to find their voices.
With over eighteen years of experience as an educator and a lifelong learner, I’ve developed a deep understanding of how to connect and communicate.
It’s the power of watching the personal growth of the people around me that spurs me onward.
My Philosophy:
Your words can empower, your story will Inspire!
Creating space for you to be seen and known!